• Plane watching

    Were not a weird family So, I haven’t felt myself for the past few days, Maisie hasn’t really slept and I have felt really down, I plan on doing things and then end up changing my plans and doing nothing. However today (Sunday) the kids were driving make insane, so I suggested plane watching.. why? why in the world would you want to go plane watching, but OMG let me tell you I am obsessed and that sounds so stupid and weird but I am. When I was younger I used to go on holiday to Malta – beautiful country. My mum would go to Mcdonalds, buy our dinner, Then we…

  • Will I ever feel normal again

    I have started this blog post over and over trying to pin point the moment I started to not right, but I don’t think I can actually remember, from as far back as I can remember it has always been there. the first memory I have is when I was I think 12/13 and I had my first boyfriend, I was smitten with this guy who I had fallen for, first love and all that, and he would message me and say he was coming round to see me at a certain time and then not show up, then the time would change and change and change, until it got…

  • goals

      Its been a while.. The reason I started writing a blog was to kind of take the load off, in a sense. After having my eldest daughter I suffered with postnatal depression, postnatal depression noun depression suffered by a mother following childbirth, typically arising from the combination of hormonal changes, psychological adjustment to motherhood, and fatigue. Which then has developed into anxiety. I am on sertaline, but I don’t want to be on any medication. I have come to realise that I pass over everything and act like there is nothing wrong, when really I am crying out for someone to talk to.. thats where the blog comes in.…