• The story part 2

    Part 2: I decide not to tell him. Not because I don’t want to but because I know him and it won’t make him stay, it won’t change his mind and it certainly won’t fix our broken relationship. I keep telling myself it’s for the best, but I really don’t know what is anymore.  It goes 6 and there is a knock at the door, it’s him. He has a key why doesn’t he use his key? I wait to see if the lock goes, there’s another knock, so I get up and open the door,  Hello I’ve just come to get my stuff Holly Can I not even say…

  • Will I ever feel normal again

    I have started this blog post over and over trying to pin point the moment I started to not right, but I don’t think I can actually remember, from as far back as I can remember it has always been there. the first memory I have is when I was I think 12/13 and I had my first boyfriend, I was smitten with this guy who I had fallen for, first love and all that, and he would message me and say he was coming round to see me at a certain time and then not show up, then the time would change and change and change, until it got…